Sunday, 11 October 2009

  • my bangs

    i freaking hate my bangs now!!
    it's not short nor long at the moment... and it's so irritating and annoying!!!
    when i comb down straight - ugly... and i cant see shitz cos it blocks my entire view.
    when i clip up - ugly... too short to clip up. i look retarded!!
    when i comb side ways - UGLY... i dunno y.. jus dun look right!!!
    rawwwwrrrrrr............

    i dunno whether to cut it or to let it be longer and return to my old-boring hair style...
    how leh... how leh...????
    i mean i like to hv my bangs lahh... but someone said i look ugly cos my face shape doesn't suit, i dun hv small-pointy face... wt....

    and i dunno wth happened to my hair.. since late winter, i think.
    everyday... when comes to the afternoon..always after lunch... it starts to 'mood swing'!! omg.. it will become oily, then stick together like.. like.. 一块... i freaking hate lohhh.... makes me look like i nvr wash my hair~!!
    seriously wat happened??? something wrong with my shampoo? my conditioner? the weather? the air? the food i eat? the way i sleep? the timing i wash hair? the way i wash hair? or WAT????
    but i noticed it got better lately.. but still!!!
    haih... i hate to have oily scalp, oily skin... talking about my oily skin... i dun even wanna talk about it! jus sad case lahh....

    haha.. enough talking bout my bangs. i realised i complain alot!


    'the stupid girl' look.

Friday, 09 October 2009

  • i tot i hv gave up blogging...
    wonder wat strike me today... feel like writing something...

    i started with changing to a new theme. i browsed for so long... couldn't find one i like.
    ended up wif tis one. not exactly really wat i like though...
    then i wanted to change my profile pic. but couldn't find a nice one i guess tis will hv to wait. i reslised i have stop taking pictures that much, compare to last yr. maybe i got bored and tired...

    i wonder is there still anyone will read my blog.... but tat doesn't matter so much, does it? ha

    it took me a while to get familiar here again! and i'm still not getting da hang of it yet.. i'm slow i know...
    i will do it gradually... start to write again... hopefully. ha

    kies... i think it's enough for a start...
    nitez 



Sunday, 08 February 2009

  • thank you...

    thank you to those who care.
    frens who's with me though not physically, telling me to be tough.
    it's sweet to know you're out there, still care for me.

    thank you.. and hope to see u all soon


     

Saturday, 07 February 2009

  • its hell over here!

    today is hot. hotter than i can ever imagine. 44 degree heat wave.
    it burns my skin just in 5 mins when i was walking home, alone.
    my air conditioning broke down for dunno what reason. can only fix it on mon.

    bush fire in northern vic. families lost their homes, and everything.
    floods in brisbane.
    is tis not hell?
     
    nitez



Friday, 06 February 2009

  • why am i here?

    why am i here? the question i keep asking myself.
    4th day back here. still terribly home sick. still regretting coming back. still feeling strange with this place.
    i'm all alone. no frens. no family. no one to talk to. nth to look forward to.
    today, i talked to the telstra dealer, darling on da phone and my fren, alvin, fr hobart. and tats all.
    tmr, i guess i can talk even less. unless telstra calls and i can talk to da dealer again.
    my apartment is dead. im the only living thing.
    i on da tv all day. not to watch but to have someone talking.
    cook alone. eat alone. tv alone. sleep alone.
    my notebook is my only interaction.

    why am i here? letting loneliness swallow me alive.
    everything seems so gray. feeling so helpless and weak.
    no one to listen. no one to accompany. no one to care.
    each day feels like years. endless suffering.
    my heart is close. close to myself.
    pain is all i can feel. eventually numb. no more to feel, might be a better escape.

    why am i here? how much longer i have to be?
    pursuit of happiness in future or having it now is more important?
    can the future compensate the pain im going through now?
    can this path promise a better life?
    is all this worth full?
    can someone answer...



Sunday, 18 January 2009

Friday, 09 January 2009

  • hehehe =P


    i guess i'm a 'not so good' blogger.

    i've abandoned my blog....
    i don't feel like blogging now either. (i guess no one cares oso lahh~!!
    )so... i jus wait lahh... til i feel like it again..
    LOL

    xoxo


Sunday, 02 November 2008

  • i wan my TOY~!!!

     

    early this year, i saw those pics from ppl over here, playing wif this toy cam. when first saw it, i tot its fun and the special effects are- just special!! lolx... then i found out a series of this cam, they called it lomography. i tot it was new cos nvr seen it or heard of it before. 

    but NOW..... ppl bac home are infected too!!! fuiyooo... i din noe until they post the pics on fb. and one of them actually organised a- lomo-camp, taking pic everywhere as they travel. swt lehhhh.... cant imagine they can go so extreme... lolx 

    i wanted to get one when i was in brisbane last winter. but then.... i din get to find da shop and oso the major problem, i was broke.... -__-" its not tat expensive actually compare to those real cam. because.... its a TOY afterall!!! but horr... there are price costing toy as well if u add up all the accessories, it can goes up to few k!!! its like becoming a hobby of ppl, they willing to spend a fortune to capture inspiring pic!!!

    this is how it looks like. this one is a fisheye.

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    effects from a fisheye.

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    and this is the one i wan!!!! fisheye 2!! it has 180 degree wide-angle view wif its fisheye barrel distortion. and this No 2 generation adds up a bulb for long exposure, a switch for multiple exposure, and the ability to fire both a hotshoe flash and the built-in flash!!! yeah!! (though i dun really noe wat the last feature means -__-"" but still 'yeah!!!!' watever )

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    hmmmm... but i wan a holga too... a holga has got a color wheel that tints the flash with yellow, red, or blue plus a setting to hold the shutter open for dreamy, natural background or flashed foreground images. holga is more expensive then the fisheye. but if i get da holga i can then get a fisheye adaptor so i will end up wif both the effects!!! yeah!!! but tat means spend more $$$................................... -____________________-

    i dun care!!!! i wan my toy!!! and i wan it now!!!! ('cannot wait until christmas meh????' 'sorry loh... CANNOT' lolx... )

     

     

Friday, 31 October 2008

  •  

    Happy Halloween-!!!

    boo ! ! !

     

     

    but biochem is torturing me.. cant trick or treat!! anyway i nvr did!!
    after halloween means.... christmas is next!!! hohoho...  

    for those celebrating~ have fun!!
    for those like me~ gambateh!!

     

Saturday, 25 October 2008

  • my final swotvac

     

    just had my dinner. buurrrppp... so full!! partly because too much of grapes!! i washed them in da pantry and they all cant seems to fit in my bowl. smartly, i started eating until they all fit just nice! brillant me ended up wif a bloated tummy...

    this week is the swotvac aka study week for us (except medic ppl). everyone is busy doing their revision, i assumed. but for me... hmmm... jus dumbedumbedee!!!  oh, my afternoon nap just got upgraded. last time i used to sleep for 2 hrs and my biological clock would wake me. now, it jus upgraded to 3 hrs!! yeah!! thus, its no longer a nap, its a sleep instead. even miss p aka pissy aka princess has evolved to miss piggie!! lolx.. shes like got stung by tzetze fly and infected wif sleeping disease!!!

    taadaaahh~!!! the piggie princess!!! (she draw one not me okayy.. i not so mean )

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    HOBART is having its royal show tis week, 22-25 oct. i did some search for the info on the royal show. (pro nehh!! i dun jus blog crap afterall okay...) the show is hold each year by the Royal Agricultural Society of Tasmania. tasmania is the 1st colony in australia to form an agricultural society when the ''Van Diemans Land Agricultural Society'' was formed in Hobart Town on 1st jan 1822.  then in 1922, King George V approved the grating of the prefix 'Royal' to the society and thus the name 'Royal Agricultural Society of Tasmania'. other state has their own society and hosts their own show. that is y melb, syd, perth all have the royal show. (i nvr knew tassie has one untill now )  its a show that rural tassie and city businesses alike can showcase their best produce, wares and services.

     

     

    since i so dumbedumbedee... u shld hv guess i went for the show.  entry is $11 for student. student price!!!!!!! which i wont get after tis yr!!!!!  it was such a big event that we have a public holiday, the royal show holiday!! yeah!!

     

     

    first was the birds. we passed by quickly, not interested oso and i sked H5N1 neh!!

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    then the dog show!! see the huge one there  abit scary..but surprisingly, it sits quietly for the owner to dress. i guess she 'ai sui' loh!!

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    she (maybe he) is beautiful............ huge too!!!

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    the most 'mou liu' competition, wood choping competition.  'chop chop chop' see who faster!! -__-''

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    guinea pig. remind me of my harry and potter. i guess they're living happily in heaven.

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    ducklingsss.... not ugly at all!!! sososo cuteee....

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    miss p!!!! u still sleeping?!?!?!?!?

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    his eyes damn big lehh!!! i wish i hv big-round eyes too...  <--- like tis!!

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    the sheep breeds exibition. soo smelly, it stink!! 'blabla black sheep'..... lolx

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    i like tis one. i like their fringe!!! i wan oso!!! so kawaii neh!! cruly one somemore!!!

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    spot me??? i guess all da kids shld be thinking 'wat is tis women doin here??? tis is only for kids'

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    i ♥ MY = i love malaysia!!! aku anak malaysia!! malaysia boleh!!!!

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    those game stalls. all da toys so ugly!! yuckss....

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    i had a great time~!!!!

     

     

     

     

     

     

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